today just had SYF was so scared at first ......................................but later all became well .we were actually aiming for gold .but got sliver .everyone quite sad .but i having mixed feelings becos i succeed in all my solos except for two notos a bit off pitch .damn happy .angry becos like that actually can get gold .but today the band got a bit disconnected ,but understand becos people get nervous wad .....sad cos felt that let jasen down .............sianz.
after that when to celebrate. then talked to wong jiaxin about old times .before i became good in french horn .jasen did not like me . the band hated me .jasen used the shout across the band and scold me so embrassing .i felt like crying . everybody see me than '' PEIHSIEN COME ALREADY........ eeeeeeee''.good example joletta .only wong jia xin and a few others did not treat me so bad .becos everyone sided jasen.jasen always scolded me .my seniors except yaping did not teach me almost anything ..hated band then ......................becos had to learn everything through realising .....everything had to learn the hard way....so diffcult .....so i must teach my juniors well.........no matter what .i must not let then take it hard . becos it really sucks ...so i decided to puck up .becos i wanted to show jasen i can do it .I WILL NOT GIVE UP SO EASILY.
then now after jasen praised me becos i worked hard and improved .everyone changes their attitude towards me .......why?call me diamond here and there? joletta even let me play her piccolo now. so i must never let my juniors become like this .the burden of the band ........................never.
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