maybe this is the darkest time of my life .i dun noe why does it hurt so much when i am called 'fat'fat' .to be laughed at ...it really feels so painful everytime i am called at. the sharp pain that is felt through your heart .the pain that pierces something in me maybe it is my heart or maybe it is the soul. when tears well up my eyes the feeling of forcing yourself not to let the tears fall. to put a brave front just in front of the so-called friends ....... the suffering that is felt is much more than anyone can imagine .worse than in hell . felt every single day .every single time.it hurts it really does.........maybe i am use to it the pain .but it still hurts ...maybe the older you are the more pain is felt as you understand more..it hurts so much that i don't even want to go to school now although it use to be my favorite thing in the past.....who will stay your friends for long? so little that you can count it with your fingers only the true friends stay.............
is fat a sin? is it a crime ?is it so bad so wrong that that much suffering must be felt?to others it may be fun and excitment but have they thought what is it like to be the victim.............
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